Sunday, May 23, 2010

He gave up a second time on his second chance. No third chance. I'll go through life like i never knew him like before satnight. Perfect.Thank you God. gnight
Oo now he has a wonderful idea....That makes this plan even better. Laying on the sarcasm really thick here....
God i'm begging You, please don't let patrick find me at school. i'm scared and don't want to go through with this
LAUREN BIS BETTER SAVE ME IN THE MORNING BY NOT LETTING HIM FIND ME ANY OF THE MORNINGS THIS WEEK! PLEASE I'M CROSSING MA FINGERS! GOD R U OUT THERE?!
pat is gettin pissd tht he cnt eat me out bc i dnt wnt him 2. Ill blow him.he is still upset.Ill please him,he'd plz me by respecting wut i do/dnt wnt dun 2 meh
Yes or no. Now or never. Pick one. It totally changes everything about the future.
Totally gave him a no or yes button. If he isn't willing to find me then i am not involved in any part of his future. My exact words to him. Ik props!
Stupid i am. I ruin my life for someone else to please them. I hate hurting people. It sux. Why am i so messed up, i don't deserve this.Ijust want it to be done
What am i even doing. I should just forget about him. But no i felt bad so i offered to go to another movie with him to give him a handjob. Wow it's stupid how
Strangely relieved....But rejected....Happy....But confused....Mixed emotions to the max. Inhale...Exhale...Inhale...Exhale....I can do this.Better already.
I hate ma cousins
He says he doesn't want to anymore which is good.... But i feel rejected....Mixed emotions...It's not like i liked him but....Aghh God help me out?
Ughhh i feel like a bitch for saying that stuff to him but goodness i was just sticking up for myself. I have that right don't i?
Patrick is totally pissin me off!Im not doin NETHNG sexual w/ him @ skwl! cnt he jus fucking live w/ tht?!
Chad so shouldn't be getting mad at me right now. My thing is a secret! Goodness! I dnt go spreading secrets,not even to my best friend.
Told chad evrythng. Love him to pieces. #1 guy in ma life. My best friend ever ('::

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don't really have a fave. i love both of them. vica is more fun to hang out, but we get each other pissed. kristina is really immature and provokes me, definately, but she is also hysterical. i can't choose one over the other. they the only birth family i got in america, i can't loose either one of them :') <3

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him....brandon and i won't hang out.... chad is my best friend....and dan is...well dan....
Worked everything out with everyone.... My lust does not hate me.... The guy from school is getting NOTHING..... aaron may/may not like me but i'm being nice to
Jus ruined evrythng b/w meh nd the guy i lust cuz i told him how old i rlly am
Omj he says i dnt need to have sex with him. I love you God
Ttly rockin out by myslf ttly fine w/ it tho... Lol it's funnn
Dan Juan Martinez is my number one, no objections
He asked me if i've ever devirginized a person... He wants me to devirgineze him, ma ass.... I'm sooo holding off on the sex now....