Monday, September 27, 2010
boy drama... like always... ♥♥♥
gawd, i haven't written on here for sooo long. i'll talk about guys first
john: i hate him for not being there for me anymore
dan: he's over me again...
anthony: he calls me a lot... i don't know if i'm interested anymore
zachary: he needs to take a chill pill
syie: definitely over him
chase: he admitted he still likes me (x he's my only bright spot right now, thinking of him makes me happy and tingly. i'm holding onto that with all my will
patdick: i'm not going to deal with his shit. if "i" go around to the whole school, he's going to deal with the police, i'm done trying to handle it anymore...
andrew hastings: him and i were talking during the summer, he started talking to me again. i guess he's dumping or dumped his girlfriend today to get with me... i don't trust him though, he's just a dumb jock. he freaks me out bc he's so fucking huge!!
did i mention john? oh yea well he hates me bc he doesn't trust me on what i say anymore. i didn't pressure him, he never fucking said no, he could've flat out said NO, but of course he didn't. i couldn't have cared less whether or not he was in love with me back. w/e him and i are over now. thanks john... you're the greatest, it's funny bc he's not going to read this...
eric: he's this freshman, this gorgeous 6'5" freshman, he looks like a model. i sat with him at lunch. gawd he's even more handsome up close. ever since he joined my french class, it's been my favorite ♥
i had therapy today. it sucked. don't want to talk about it. let's just say, it killed my good mood
john: i hate him for not being there for me anymore
dan: he's over me again...
anthony: he calls me a lot... i don't know if i'm interested anymore
zachary: he needs to take a chill pill
syie: definitely over him
chase: he admitted he still likes me (x he's my only bright spot right now, thinking of him makes me happy and tingly. i'm holding onto that with all my will
patdick: i'm not going to deal with his shit. if "i" go around to the whole school, he's going to deal with the police, i'm done trying to handle it anymore...
andrew hastings: him and i were talking during the summer, he started talking to me again. i guess he's dumping or dumped his girlfriend today to get with me... i don't trust him though, he's just a dumb jock. he freaks me out bc he's so fucking huge!!
did i mention john? oh yea well he hates me bc he doesn't trust me on what i say anymore. i didn't pressure him, he never fucking said no, he could've flat out said NO, but of course he didn't. i couldn't have cared less whether or not he was in love with me back. w/e him and i are over now. thanks john... you're the greatest, it's funny bc he's not going to read this...
eric: he's this freshman, this gorgeous 6'5" freshman, he looks like a model. i sat with him at lunch. gawd he's even more handsome up close. ever since he joined my french class, it's been my favorite ♥
i had therapy today. it sucked. don't want to talk about it. let's just say, it killed my good mood
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