SORRY! 

 i like to flirt!!!

i think kristina told dan shit about me or something like that. he like, DESPISES, me. kristina said the other day "oooh tanya, dan doesn't like you anymore" and she was texting him the wwwwhoooollleeee day so yea. plus dan was like:

posted by swaggless G at Sn0wsk8 - 6 days ago


kristina gave meh some advice and idk if i should take it or nott.
 
 
i think it has to do with me....
 
why would dan ask for advice about anything else, she's fucking 12 years old!!??!?!!
 
it pisses me off that dan would even talk to kris about me
 
she hates me, so no shit she is going to fuck me over with this whole "dan situation"
 
fuck my life
 

side note!!!

want to know what i just figured out? (say yes, i'm going to tell you anyways)

 daniels never like me....

not that i would like this guy, yes he was attractive and tall and older and had nice lips and teeth and pretty eyes and gorgeous hair and a beautiful tan and and and.......

well that stuff doesn't matter because i don't really know him, you know? you can't (or should say) shouldn't like a guy just because of looks and all those other superficial traits (sidenote: he plays lacrosse) you should like the dude (or girl, for whoever's reading) because of their substance. personality is something you have to look at after you look at their face/body/outsides (not meant to be perverted fyi) you need to converse with one another and have substance there. you see where i'm getting at??

half day today

sooo boring.

i hated that book

i seriously don't understand why everyone loved it

yes, it has good messaging

but the author made the book confusing and weird

i think he had no talent as a writer

my opinion though






anyyywayyys

after school was over (after the 25 minute traffic in the parking lot) 

i had to go to the mall to buy spandex for volleyball, was not fun

my mom was eating sooo slow at the food court

an old man was staring at me so i felt completely uncomfortable

plus, i hate my uniform

i was wearing it in public

i tried finding pix of my uniform, but couldn't find any so here's a pic of me in my winter/fall uniform

yea, so it's not that flattering

so then we went to staples

bc i need a planner to write down homework/events for school

and some guy from East is there!

i was embarrased...

i'm shy, so stop laughing

anyways i asked one of the men that worked there where i could find the agendas

he led me there and walked away after i said "thank you" (yes, he replied "you're welcome)

then the guy from East comes over looking for an agenda after talking/asking the same man the same question!!!

so the guy stands right next to me, his arm is touching mine and he's like "East?" and nudges me

i'm like "yea" and i don't look at him bc, yep, i suffer from: SHYNESS

anywho, after my mom and i check out she tells me

"tanya, that boy was cute, do you know him?"

"no mom, i've just seen him around school a few times."

"oh, well, he couldn't keep his eyes off you"

**blushesmadly** 

"SHUT UP, MOM!!!"

.....

"are you serious, mom, he was really looking at me???!"

"yes, practically the whole time"

"OMJ!!!!"

**blushesagain**

now i'm home, typing this up

i looked him up in the yearbook, he's only a year older than i am

(junior)

his name is daniel

(: