i so sadistic. i even turn my sadism on myself. i no longer inflict physical pain on myself bc it hurts so many around me, but the emotional pain scars deeper..

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i just tortured myself by reading all the notes he gave me except the last note.written on yellow paper.i couldn't do it.every note said he would never leave me

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daddy just made me sad.

kristina smokes pot

the gym was soo fun!

going to the gym

i hate my parents. they're making kris apply to echs. she doesn't want to go, i don't want her to go... simple. why don't they just leave it alone?