Okay... I suck at EVERYTHING.... so he pretty much gave me a compliment telling me when i kiss him, and he gets hard. HAHAHAHAHAAHA in a good mood again! yay!

What i really hate is that i'm not able to love him the way i want to with fucking over both our lives in the process. Did that make sense?

NOTE TO SELF: NAILS ON HIS STOMACH

omj.... i can't stop shivering. it's not bc i'm cold. it's bc i'm alone and i'm afraid. more afraid of myself and this razor and what i'm capable of doing with it than anything. i really get scared when i cut. it's uncontrollable. i can't stop. it's addicting, and i feel no pain.

totally going to drop french next year....

i'm exhausted

FML

had a pretty good day, but kind of bad at the same time.

i have friends now! omj, ikr!!?

....andrew hastings....BAHABAHAAAHAAAA

chase *licks lips*

luke *stubborn face*

dan *confused face*

kelsey *happy face*

lauren *distressed face*

.... i really need some sleep....

OMIGAWD! HOMECOMING TOMORROW! getting ready at kelsey's, doing her hair/makeup/nails if i want to, going to dinner before the dance, mom's picking her and i up then bringing us to her house so i can sleep over. going to her church in the morning. it sounds interesting. she's christian, i'm catholic... you know

youre rugrats shirt was awsome today!

lol thanks (:

you type in that box!

What if i grew up to be a murderer!?

If i were ever pregnant, i would never hide it.

Ignored...Lonely...

If i had a thinner nose, i could totally be a slut at school lol but i don't so i can't!

Some girl just pointed to me.... It looked like... Kaitlyn.... Who the fuck was that...! Paranoid. She wouldn't know what i looked like... EhMaGawd

....I hate my life.... Wouldn't it be cool if i dropped dead right now... Yea... I think so... Thisclose to to tears....

He has a REALLY hairy stomach d:

Honestly, my favorite bathroom in the whole school pretty much

Graphics was awesomeee

Omj cheated that whole test! Helped caitlyn,too. Sooo easy lmao!

Luke is dumb

I wonder if i could kill myself with advil...mmmmm.....

Not wearing any makeup and didn't do anything with my hair.... Let's see how long that lasts (the makeup part)

Not even going to try and straighten my hair bc of all this rain.

I've always wanted curly hair.... Now that my hair is really curly... I don't like it.

When i see andrew hastings, i'm going to bust a gut laughing at him hahahahaa