I think i have a crush on patrick again...

Okay, so giving him a BJ won't be the end of the world, so i decided to say yes to patrick. i'm gonna meet him sometime tomorrow at the mall.

If i ignore it long enough. Then it'll go away

Deal:i read a book on positivity,my dad quizzes me on it,i get the 2CDs i want.this book is making me more depressed.he did this a few years ago but i said no.

I honestly think i'm drowning. I have to consentrate though,i don't want to crash or fail.I have to stay in my shell,put on a happy face or it's"hello hospital"

I hate being in the car with my dad bc all he does is talk when i want him to be quiet

Life is a choice

i hate my life again

Hey everyone Im baaaaaaack xoxox-GG

oh hey

rant and rave, what the hell