He is STILL asking for an hj

Hey guess what brandon. U r uh-mazing

My hair looks fabulous. My natural color with black. Red. Blonde. Perfect. Im glad it's back to it's regular state it's also curly and huge. Love it.

This just in: MACKIE HATES ME

I told patrick id only make out with him, nothin more

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Explained what i want and don't want. If he can't take it then fuck him (patrick)

EWWW I'M NOT LETTING HIM EATMEOUT I HATE THT MOST OF ALL!!!!

I'm starting to bitch at him.He saw me cry after he finished yesterday, doesn't he get that he scares me?Crying rite now.Whenever i think of him,i get nauseous.

Ughhh he is talking to me again (patrick) he says he is gonna meet me and ask what we will do. Is there any possibility of just a kiss + talk?Nope?Dint think so

Told him to meet me at my locker before 7:20...

He says he cares about me but i do not believe him one bit

I dOn't know what to do about my life right now

He says bye cuz i told him i actually have to like him... Weirdo

"you do it next time" "next time is in a long time"

"because u were really good" "wow"

I asked him why he said sorry "i felt bad" me "then yd u ask for 3rd again" "i liked it" "u sed it suckd"

Woot! I told him second or nothing. He said third. I said "nope bye" he said bye. Thank God

Standing up for myself against him. Why does he say bye and never talk to me. He likes me i can tell, that's why he keeps coming back. But he is using me. :/

I was in a mental facility for 20 hours because i was on suicide watch

Thank God for you understanding brandon<3 (i dnt love him) ughhh patrick makes me want to be suicidal

I'm so good at messing everything up. I'm cursed.... Kill me

He is gross... He wants to do more with meh! He fuckin insults me last night,makes me practically die from lack of oxygen,says sorry and asks for the same shit!

Patrick asked me to meet him tonight and i said no... Ill just see him at school.

He says he is sorry for everything... I accepted it and said he did it cuz he was a guy...

OMISHIT PATRICK JUS TEXTED ME AND SAID SORRY! crapcrapcrap i'm gonna cry

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The end of a period is always the worst....And grossest.... Ick

I love my sisters, they all i got here in the USA that are my birth family. we stick together. they're the best even if they piss me off, i'll never hate them<3

Think i just upset brandon. Ooops! I never think, i'm such a bitch. Christa and my song is can't be tamed by miley cyrus haha (:

I got a freaking 99% on my romeo+juliet test! So proud of myself.It's so easy,it's hard 2 believe evry1 failed expt maria and meh.She got 100%,i got 2nd place(:

It's hard to trust what people say. If what brandon just said (i want to take care of you) is true then i like him

I love just sitting in my room with just a cami and lacy boyshorts on.The boy shorts r pink and white striped with black lacing and it's a black cami and bra(::

It's funny cuz i update this sooo much. I could nevr write a diary, typing is easier, and quicker. I would love to be a temp some day

Brandon is my bf... But is it like official... If u don't see him? It's not like he'd know i kissed another guy ( i dint ) i'm not the type...But...I could slip

Oint in lying to a diary, is there?

Ing a look inside my mind as to what my exact thoughts are. This is like my diary, but i'm sharing it with the world... Read it and weep... It's the truth, no p

Kay but i was scared that patrick told people about last night.... I hate rumors/drama/and all that other shit called gossip... I think brandon doesn't like hav

Christa is my new best friend haha i dint kno i culd ever have the same sense of humor as ne one but she does! Lol love her! So having a sleepover!! Today was