seriously, i come home everyday just to talk to justin on formspring. veeka gave me permission to go out with him if he ever asks. yay (: i adore him (:

justy!!!

Your wearing nothing cause you knew i was coming hehe Xp

OMJ!!!! YOU'RE SOOO FUNNY! *blushing*

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haha i see you ^-^

okay, smartyyyy, what am i wearing (x

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Awwww okaay :/ why did u get it taken away

i ran away a month or so ago lmao

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turns out: i'm bipolar. my therapist saw the symtoms...

Symptoms could include:

[X] Depression

[X]Sleeplessness

[X] Drug Abuse

[X] Irritability

[X] Mood Swings

[X] Guilt

[X] Suicidal Thoughts

[X] Restlessness

[X] Depressed Mood

[X] Impulsivity

[X] Racing Thoughts

[X] Social Withdrawal

[  ] Binge Drinking

[X] Impatient

[X] Easily Distracted

[X] Difficulty Falling Asleep

[  ] Problem Behavior

[  ] Delusions of Grandeur

[X] Feeling Hopeless

[X]Risk-Taking Behavior

[X] Poor Self Esteem

[X] Unable to Concentrate

[X]Outbursts of Anger

[X]Difficulty Making Decisions

[X] Hyperactivity

[  ] Irresponsible Behavior

[X] Unintentional Weight Loss

[X] Early Awakening

[X] Temper Problem

[  ] Inflated Self Opinion

[X] Weight Loss

[X] Fatigue

[  ] Weight Gain

[X] Tired

[X] General Weakness

[  ] Binge Eating

[  ] Lying

[X] Hostility

[X] Loss of Appetite

[X] Decreased Need For Sleep

[X] Daytime Sleepiness

[X] Elevated mood

[X] Talkative

[X] Forgetful

[X] Excessive Sleep

[X] Problems at School
[  ] Poor Hygiene

[X] Threatening Suicide

[X] Uncontrollable Crying

[X] Withdrawn Behavior

[X] Difficulty Staying Asleep

[X] Self-Depreciation

[X] Unable to Think Clearly

[X] Volatile Mood

[  ] Unintentional Weight Gain

[X] Thoughts About Dying

[  ] Neglected Appearance

[X] Indifferent Mood

[X]Loss of Capacity For Enjoyment

[X]Euphoric Mood





 as you can see: most of these have X's in them...

We need to hNg soon I need a friend right now

aww ): same here girly! people are seriously bitching you out on fs, i'm sorry ): i hope school is better. ilysm <3 <3 i don't have my cell back, yet, though

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cross me out

I say I'm not pretty. Not because I'm looking for attention or compliments, but because that's truly how I feel. I don't believe that I am pretty because I can see everything you don't. I see how my stomach looks when I'm standing in my bra. I see the face under the make up. I see every little flaw about myself, even if you can't. I see what I look like when i wake up in the morning, or when i walk out of the shower. I look in the mirror and ask myself  "if you saw me standing in front of you like this, you'd see what I've been saying." I'm not a beautiful person. Everything about me; I want to change; everything I see is the truth screaming "you're absolutely, atrociously, and incredibly hideous." Thanks, God, for making me look like this. Thanks for giving me the body and face that I hate to wake up to every morning. Those moments when i feel beautiful; I feel like I'm on top of the world. Though, someone always comes along and says something to knock me off my high. Why can't people accept the fact that I'm unattractive? Do they do it to make themselves feel more appealing and beautiful? Or, are they so insecure about their own looks that they have to impress people with the insults they throw at me? Why was I born like this?  I say I'm not pretty because I'd be lying if I said I was.

yayyy new laptop!!!! sooo happy! mom spent $700+ it!!!!!!! yayyyyy

Daniel seems like a creeper tuhbith watch out hehe he might find out where you live haha B L cauff cauff :*

omj! why'd you tell, you moron!!! i can't believe you'd do something like that haha jk jk ily(x

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Day Seven: Four Turn Offs

Day Seven: Four Turn Offs

1. fat

2. smells bad

3. bad hygiene

4. ugly in general

(yea... i'm a bitch...)

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever) i missed this one!

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)


1. john
 
2. chad
 
3. lauren
 
4. vica
 
5. kelsey