Another night filled with tears. If he kills himself, i'm gone.

Hi dan! I love you! Haha you abandoned me in the middle of the day! I hope you didn't get in trouble. TeheeThe mall! We got to chill there and catch up.Tingles

Boys are wayy too easy to manipulate, it's actually kind of sad...Or super hysterical!

Hahhaa andrew hastings wants me to kiss him tomorrow morning! Isn't life exciting?!

I just realized i'm going to have my period during homecoming. ): i hate being a girl sometimes

Ohmigoodness! Leading boys on is sooo fun!

Why is everyone asking ME for advice? Geoff Hook just called me? Wth is going on here!?

omigod... chase... next weekend he's coming back... i'm going to have him over (; i've missed him... thinking of him makes me moan mmmmm *bites lip*

it's not like i have a boyfriend. chase and i aren't anything... but neither are my school bud and i.... yet. until then, i'm free. not like he's making the effort for me either. he shouldn't care or make a big deal. yes i love him, this isn't bad or anything. he's done worse. i can back my arguements.

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when i call a boy beautiful. i don't mean it in a girl way. i mean, i think they're beautiful like nature. nature is beautiful. nature made them beautiful. there whole persona is beautiful, not just their appearance.

I can't even talk to him for fear i'll mess it up.

I'll stab myself until i die. Feel my blood leave my body from every vein. All of this bc i can't trust. All of this bc i can't love

I have so much to say... I'm crying, shaking from how happy i am... I have so many questions, though. Going to write an ultra long post...

Trying not to cry bc i ruin absolutely anything that's good in my life.... Stab myself....

So not a good mood. Why do i have to stay after school so long. Ughhh dreadfulness....

Zomigoodness! Malik has a leapard pring snuggie! Jealous!!!

I love sweat pants bc texting in school is eassyyy

Omfj someone else just asked me to my face if i liked luke. Gawdd sooo annoying!!! >.<

Wth? Demetri just said what's up to me

Comfy day! Yes!!!