i chopped my nails off.mom took my gauges.i straightened my hair.someone drew a highlighter heart under my eye.i decided to stop talking to nick.CH-CH-CHANGES!

So now i think he hates me bc i didn't say hi. i hate myself so much...

wow, so HE said hi to me for the first time in a long time at school, and like the dumbass i am, i couldn't even get the word 'hi' out. i was a smiling idiot