i love you
Saturday, June 12, 2010
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- my smiles are all fake
- a mask i use when we go along to play
- the pain in my stomach is real
- caused by what you did, it's a huge deal
- you've split me in half starting with my heart
- sliced me so fucking hard that nothing can put me back
- i can't think about you without wanting to barf
- i can't eat or sleep, you're not my heaven on earth
- want to watch my blood drip to the floor?
- what the Hell am i waiting for?
- i've become so numb
- they're are many more to come
bleeding on the floor
you're fucking killing me inside to out
i've got scares to prove it so don't even doubt
you think i'm happy but you're so wrong
listen to what i say through this song
once upon a time
a while ago
there was a little girl who lived alone
she used to laugh, she used to play
but that all changed with the days
she's growing up but she's sad, all she ever does is cry
look at her and you'll see it's a new girl completely
(chorus)
so open your eyes 'cause it's a brand new day
open your eyes let's laugh and play
but back inside you'll see that is nothing but her
bleeding on the floor
covered like a cloak of darkness
she stays there untill the razor will erase it
she becomes so tired that she can't stand up
she lays down and just drops
(chorus)
try to open your eyes, it's a brand new day
come on! open your eyes, let's laugh and play
but back inside you'll see nothing but her
laying and bleeding on the floor
dream (exist)
do you ever feel like it's all a dream?
that you don't exist?
that the person you love will stop thinking of you?
then you'll disappear and no one will remember you?
well, that's how i think.
i think my life is a never-ending dream
a nightmare at times
that my life is all made up
but, it's not.
this is the real deal
no turning back
you've got to be careful
make the right decision
everyone makes mistakes
just be you
don't change yourself
perfect doesn't exist
it's just a word for the insecure to thrive on
we're all a little messed up
but what can you do?
don't make a new you
be the person you are
be known through a dream
but, you do exist
gone
i'm not here
never was
i'm just a figment of your imagination
got to say
what i got to say
i'm only here
because of you babe
i don't want to be right here anymore
just disappear through the door
don't say bye
don't wave
it'll make me hurt more babe
leave me be
let me cry
just trying to hide
by myself
all alone
with my thoughts that acts as ghosts
le me scream inside my mind
not a sound uttered from my lips
just like a whispered kiss
my thoughts hold me together but i don't want to remember
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