Monday, June 21, 2010

It all just gets soovrwhelmingly annoyin tht u sumtimes jus wish u werent round anymore.I dnt like dan,or pat,or tht othr guy...I'm focused on 1 guy right now.
Dan's little girlfriends are talking to me. I'm sooo confused...
O hey mom shut the fuck up i hate u and u gotta stop crying

nutha one...

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i lost you

please don't tell me you hate me because i think a part of me is falling for you/ do you think we could be more/ just kiss me and see how it feels/  hug me and tell me you don't want to let go/ let's just stand together/ and never let go/ don't let me go too soon babe/ i want to just stay/ don't ruin this/ let's not even speak/ let's just keep our lips shut or kiss me instead/ be with me/ i love being with you/ don't let me fall/ unless i'm falling in love/ head over heals/ truly and fully/ i don't want a fight from you/ i'm too weak for battle/ i can't stand the thought of losing you/ it will kill me/ i'll drown in my own blood and tears/ i'm tearing up just thinking about the thought of not seeing your face anymore/ but you've already let me go/ we're already done/ nothing more but memories from when there was sun/ shining but not as bright as you ever were to me/ a part of me will never fall out of love with you/ i have to deal with the tragedy of  losing you/ we could have been perfect/ and we were/ but all we did was argue/ and we lost it/ i lost you

give up or give in?

lonely and bored
nothing to do but sit here 
all i have to do 
is think about you
you're my one and only
the only one
i try my hardest to get what i want
to make you happy
but you don't make me happy
i'm just thinking that maybe
maybe
it would be right to just give up
or give in
but if i give in
will i be pleased
we know the answer 
no
what you're doing isn't nice
you're uncool 
and care only for yourself
you're an unselfish bastard 
that doesn't give a damn about me
or my feelings
so do i just sit here and wait
for you to appreciate me
i'm tired of this charade 
it's wearing me down
all i think is that you don't care
i know you don't care
but i don't want to give up just yet
i just don't want to give in either
you're pulling me apart in directions i don't know
i just don't 
i can't
let go

Ughh i hate being home alone all day... It's so lonely