wanna expairment with me? we can go all the wayyyy :) everyy dayy and nightt

can you tell me who this is, if you go to my school, it's a definate no.

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yeah.. who is itt? is it mee

idk who the fuck this is...!?

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u telll me who it is first

julia, she goes to RHS

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uh actually you like her, therefor there

okay

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that would make you bi.

it doesn't make me bi. i don't think of girls sexually, only her because she is attracted back so it's kind of like an experiment. nbd.

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so ur bi? and who is this girl?

i'm more curious and idk if you know the girl. do you go to my school?

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so ur a lezbo now. wann come to my party. u bring the beer i have a dildo

lol where ever you heard that, you heard wrong, i'm straight. i only like one girl and that's it. legit. get your rumors right, bitch

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Lol no I just thought you were cute:p

oh, cool, thanks

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day 7 on 8 day schedule=least fave ever

so idk but i have this weird feeling that the douche-face is dissing me

today was absolutely awful bc i see none of my friends except for before school and after school

i have to see patrick everywhere and get fucking panic attacks, i don't think he can tell though, i try to compose myself. my heart goes insane though, beating like crazy from the adrenaline from seeing him. i seriously hate having to go to the same school he goes to.

therapy isn't helping. it's hard to say everything outloud to a stranger. i don't want to get close to my parents or i would've already made the effort. therapy=waste

i had to sit by myself for lunch and study bc none of my friends were around, just the haters.

going to veeka's meet. <3 her. i'll be happy soon (i hope)

i wish i could see my friends, but we have no classes together. i can't just join a new clique bc they all form during frosh year (last year) i'm too shy to talk to the haters. i don't have a phone to talk to friends, i can't go on facebook, i don't trust people with secrets

i don't use twitter that much. it's just connected to my tumblr.

fuck you

Daniel:p haha

okay, thanks for clearing THAT up (x uhm do i know you, though?

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Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot

1. do i look okay?

2. boys(:

3. i should really get my face fixed.

4. i'm way too shy!!!

5. i need to paint my nails

6. i need to change that!!!

7. why am i such a loser???

You are gorgeous:)

thanks... who are you?

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