orientation today!!!

so i had orientation today

it's mostly just a walk through your schedule and meeting your teachers

you can ask student life to change your schedule if it doesn't work for you

my uniform bothered me. i hate polos. they make me look fat and flat

i only have 3 classes with lauren

i saw pdick a billion times today. SCARY!!!

my feet are covered in blisters.

i hate taking pix with lifetouch

mike didn't even say hi to me...

sean has a crush on me and he is definately better looking

i wish dan went to ECHS instead of EHHS

i look like a fucking 12 year old

jamie and kat are posers and WOULD dye their hair black like i did last year

coloring (:

nick looks just like collin who is sean's older/ hotter, now college brother

volley ball with the stupid freshies

i need to make JV!

over and out

p.s. subway is the shitttt (:

hey hey hey(:

omj heyyyy :D

rant and rave, what the hell

have a lot to say, i just don't know how to say it

vica started school today

dan and i at the  mall. he grew out of the cuteness. he a hottie now (;

therapy sessions with kathryn still

volley ball starts today, i hope i make the team.

vica and i walking all around vernon. fun. clears the mind

feeling a little better. haven't cut since that incident

ronnie died so peanut is totally spoiled.

vica and kristina are either in my bed, or i'm in theirs.

haven't been on the comp for a while.
got my cell taken away.

lauren and i talked today.

i feel bad for john because of he doesn't want her to die.

everyone dies sooner or later.

over and out

neighbors know my name/ trey songz

ugh justin and vica seriously are a horrible match. i mean, she wouldn't even let him touch her? wtl??? if justin were mine, we would be at 4th base for sure... idk.... it's cool texting him. buds? ig that's all it ever is going to be between him and i... i liked him before vica even knew who he was... and like always, she got the guy. i wish i were the hot one again... it really sucks... but whatever i don't even want a guy right now. they're way too annoying and stupid anyways. they never treat me right. they take advantage of a vagina. can't they care about the girl inside? i have a heart, you should, too... 

OMFJ!!! VICA JUST PIERCED HER FACE BY HERSELF!!!!

NEEDLE!!!! >.<

FINISHED!!!! ^.^

why r u so beautiful? ;)

haha, john, you're a doofus

rant and rave, what the hell

NEW HAIR!!!!! (:

IT LOOKS AWESOME, RIGHT!!!?!!! (:

I look perfect!!! GOT MY HAIR CUT AND IT LOOKS SPECTACULAR

OMJ! IT'S MY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY FOR HAVING A CELL PHONE!!!!

Therapy <---- sucks

omj so i think justin has liked me the whole time. look at the pic he sent me. he's such a cutie. i've liked him since i was in 7th grade....

OMLJ!!!! (:

why r u so ugly?

i bet your mom asks you that every morning

rant and rave, what the hell

Seeing 'vampires suck' with vee and kris (:

Instead of saying 'fuck' i say 'lump' from LSP from adventure time. love her(:

That book is jank....The essays are worse. What the lump?

Vica and i made friends with tiana and sarah today at ron a roll. We thought they hated us. They don't! Lol i'm happy about that(: i think billy likes me still.

OMJ MARATHON OF ADVENTURE TIME!!!!

"if jake asks why i'm eating candy on the floor, i'll say: I HAVE DIABETIES" -vica lol i spelled it wrong. i know

Yay! Vica and i are going to ron a roll woooot!

Going to the mall lol i've put this on twitter and facebook. Yep, i'm a funny one haha

it's funny because last night while i was dancing and other shit, all the girls i was with (at least 5) we all had our periods lmao, you can imagine how bucked we were last night haha all of us like mood swings/cramps/headaches/bloating haha it sucked. mine's probably going to end in a few days. vica just got hers. the other girls, well idk haha but it is funny though. crazy coincidences (:

Beach today. Yay. I have like 8 layers of SPF on haha in the 30 category if you catch my drift.

yay chad's coming over later lmao (:

I think i have a crush on patrick again...

Okay, so giving him a BJ won't be the end of the world, so i decided to say yes to patrick. i'm gonna meet him sometime tomorrow at the mall.

If i ignore it long enough. Then it'll go away

Deal:i read a book on positivity,my dad quizzes me on it,i get the 2CDs i want.this book is making me more depressed.he did this a few years ago but i said no.

I honestly think i'm drowning. I have to consentrate though,i don't want to crash or fail.I have to stay in my shell,put on a happy face or it's"hello hospital"

I hate being in the car with my dad bc all he does is talk when i want him to be quiet

Life is a choice

i hate my life again

Hey everyone Im baaaaaaack xoxox-GG

oh hey

rant and rave, what the hell

I should've committed suicide the other night. I was so close. I have 50cuts and they still bleed even now.I hate everything, ijust want everything to end.

why is he texting me?

who are the people downstairs?

i absolutely hate poc with everything in my body.

i can't get involved with him again.

Ewww poc is texting me again. Loooossseerrrr

i'm not a lesbian or anything

but i was thinking

"girls are way hotter when naked than a guy is..."

don't take that the wrong way

soul mates

“According to Greek mytholgy, humans were originally created with four arms, four legs, and a head with two faces. Fearing their powers, Zeus split them into two parts; condemning them to spend the rest of their lives in search of their other halves.”

When you are in Love, you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams.

- Dr Seuss

song that i'm obsessed with

secrets/one republic

myyearbook question/answer

Q: Do you think sex can make or break a relationship? asked by Anonymous


A: was the guy bad in bed, or good?

act 3 scene 2

“Come, gentle night, come, loving, black-brow’d night,


Give me my Romeo; and, when I shall die,

Take him and cut him out in little stars,

And he will make the face of heaven so fine

That all the world will be in love with night

And pay no worship to the garish sun.

O, I have bought the mansion of a love,

But not possess’d it, and, though I am sold,

Not yet enjoy’d: so tedious is this day

As is the night before some festival

To an impatient child that hath new robes

And may not wear them. O, here comes my nurse,

And she brings news; and every tongue that speaks

But Romeo’s name speaks heavenly eloquence.”

— Romeo & Juliet, Act 3 Scene 2

words in my head

1 word

1 Word Survey from Quizopolis.com




Where is your cell phone? - bed

Your dream last night? - none

Your hair? - messy

Your mother? - out

Your favorite thing? - phone

Your favorite drink? - monster

The room you are in? - parent\'s

Your fear? - trapped

Muffins? - yum

Your life? - fucked

Like someone? - no

Your pet or pets? - dead

What are your toes doing? - resting

Happy? - no



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last night was a mess.

stuff i bought today (eyeliner et lipgloss)

it's good to bitch sometimes

Kristina is absolutely the most selfish person that i've been around.

A car drove by and it was the exact same color as my eyeshadow (powder blue)

Going shopping

don't blame me for thinking gay people are beautiful

110 questions

110 About You Questions Survey from Quizopolis.com




So what's your name? - tatyana olegovna

How old are you? - 15

You took this survey because? - i\'m super bored

What time is it right now? - 1:38p

What is the closest thing to you that's blue? - my cell phone

Do you like to travel? - yes, love it

If so, where have you traveled? - practically every state in the contiguous US twice, ireland, russia, UK, canada

What is your favorite website? - playlist.com; my blog; picnik; tumblr

What color is your room? - bright pink walls, bright green ceiling with huge orange and pink polka dots then i have ginormous black poster boards on 2 of my walls

Are you single, taken, complicated? - single, yay

Do you like to play video games? - not really

What is your favorite sport? - volley ball

Do you still sleep with stuffed animals? - yea...

What is your favorite food? - chinese dumplings with duck sauce

Can you say your ABC's backwards? - yea if i think about it

What are your two favorite colors? - gray and dark purple

Have you ever been in love? - yes...

How many gf/bf have you had so far? - 40+ bfs, 1 unofficial gf

Have you ever done anything illegal? What was it? - yes. uhm, had sex with someone that\'s older than me more than once

What was the most embarrassing thing you have ever done? - uhm no idea

Do you feel guilty about anything? - yes.

What is the closest thing to you that's round? - the glass ball that kris got my mom for christmas, it\'s got a dark purple flower in it, and it\'s absolutely gorgeous

Could you go on a day without eating? - yes, i have

Were were you born? - smolensk, russia

Do you feel you are attractive? - sometimes

Ever thought about getting married someday? - no

How about having children? - no

What is your favorite season? Why? - summer, no school, less drama

Do you get along with your parents? - not at all

How many siblings do you have? - 2

What is your favorite animal? - giraffe

Have you ever done something you regret? - duh, haven\'t we all?

Do you believe in yourself? - depends

Are you shy or outgoing? - both

Who has slept in your bed besides you? - vica, kristina, christa, sarah, nick, chase

What do you like to do on the weekends? - ron a roll, mall, chill

Do you like your name? - it fits so yes

If not, what would you like it to be instead? - i love the name odette but it doesn\'t match, or anastasia, or i\'ll have people start calling me tatyana again, it\'s more elegant, and i like that

If you won $500,000. What is the first 3 things you would do with it? - plastic surgery

Where do you see yourself in 5 years? - college?

Who was the last person to call you? - julia smith

What does the 43rd text in your inbox say? - i\'d tell you, but i recently just erased my inbox

Who do you hang out with the most? - julia or chad

Are you looking forward to anything special in the next month? - not so much

What type of day are you having? - awful

What is the reason? - depression

If you were a crayon, what color would you be? - the multi colored one

What was the last thing you ate? - croissant from DD

Do you have any pets? - nope, he died

Have you ever been in a long distance relationship? - kind of

What was your longest relationship? - 3 years, on and off, 4 months consecutive

Would you forgive someone who cheated on you? - yes, bc i\'m a loser

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? - uhm i think i kissed julia last so yes omj

What if you saw the person you liked/loved kissing someone else? - she can have her freedom, it hurts but as long as she\'s happy and still kisses me, i\'m okay with it

What color is your hair? - hard to explain unless you saw it in person, it\'s weird in pix

What do you fear the most? - dieing alone and unloved, being forgotten too soon

What size shoe do you wear? - 7 1/2

Where is your favorite place to shop? - the mall

Do you like puzzles? - yes (:

FINISH THE SENTENCE - with an orgasm

Right now I want... - to cut myself

I can't live without... - someone

I'm happy when... - i\'m with someone that likes me back

I wish I was in... - bed

I love it when... - someone i like kisses me or maybe just a hug

Today I... - hate my life

Tomorrow I'm... - probably not busy

I'm sad when... - i\'m alone

My mom thinks I'm... - irresponsible, stupid, loud, a lesbian

My dad thinks I'm... - confident, loud, over-bearing, an emotional wreck

Do you like small or large purses? - large

How old were you when you had your 1st kiss? - 3

Do you regret it? - no i was 3

Do you miss anyone right now? - julia

If you could visit a country, which one would it be? - russia

What were you doing at midnight last night? - reading and texting and listening to the music with the lights on and the door closed

Do you recycle? - nope

Do you wear make-up or are you a natural beauty? - both, depending on how i feel

Have you ever been in a fight? - yes

If so, how many? - too many to count

Where is your phone? - on the desktop directly in front of me, don\'t steal it now that you know where it is though

What kind of phone do you have? - verizon blitz in blue

Can you sing? - i don\'t think so but others do

How about dancing? - i\'m a good dancer

Where are you from? - my mother\'s womb d:

Are you lazy or always on the go? - both

Do you snore or know someone who snores? - no and yes

What is your favorite brand in clothing? - VS Pink

What time do you wake up everyday? - normally 7 or 8 if i\'m depressed 9, 10, or 11 even

Did you graduate? - yea, elementary school and middle school

You plan on going to college? - yes that shit is hysterical!!!

What makes you nervous? - everything, but i don\'t show it

Do you have a job? Where? - nope

Are you having fun with this survey? - fun??

Why do you feel this way? - what way?

Do you play video games? - yes that shit is hysterical!!!

What is one of your hobbies? - writing

Have you ever been to Las Vegas? - yes that shit is hysterical!!!

Can you do the splits? - huh?

Who is your favorite artist? - britney spears

Do you have a lot of friends? - yes i\'m quite popular

Where is your parents right now? - downstairs or outside

Would you go back 2 years or go ahead to 2 weeks? - go back two years

Have you ever been called a slut? - yes, so much

Do you like chocolate? - not really

What's your favorite restaurant? Why? - friendly\'s uhm obv reasons

What is your favorite memory? - i can\'t say

What are your 3 best skills? - writing, pretending, lieing (pretty much bad skills minus the first one)

Are you ready for this survey to be over? - idrc

Are you happy with life? - sometimes

Did you like this survey? Why or why not? - yea sure



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I am 93% emo





Emo Quiz Thinger



[x] I like skinny jeans.

[x] Music is life.

[x] I write/wrote poetry/song lyrics.

[x] My hair covers part of my face.

[ ] I wear band shirts.

[x] I know who Jeffree Star is.

[x] I wear/wore converse

[ ] I wear/wore vans.

[x] I wear/wore eyeliner.

[x] I have/had/want my lip pierced.

[ ] I listen to The Used.



Total = 8



[ ] I’m in a band

[x] My screen name had/has an x in it

[x] I like/liked My Chemical Romance.

[x] I also like/liked Green Day.

[x] I know what mosh means.

[x] I sit in corners often.

[ ] I hate MTV.

[x] I take pictures of myself a lot, especially ones where you can’t see my whole face.



Total so far = 14




[x] I am lost without a cdplayer/my iPod/mp3

[x] I have/had thick rimmed glasses.

[x] I have no issues with bi/gay people.

[x] I hate the president.

[ ] I have/had a mohawk.

[x] I’ve worn black nail polish.

[x] I like/have liked slipknot.

[x] I hate who I live with.

[x] Black is a good color.



Total = 22





[x] Right now I am listening to music.

[ ] I know what hxc means.

[ ] I know what sxc means.

[x] facebook = love

[x] Hot Topic doesn’t scare me.

[x] I wear/wore studded belts.

[ ] I Like Hawthorne Heights

[x] I have worn tight jeans.

[x] I have/want/wanted to dyed/dye my hair black.

[x] I’m sensitive.

[x] I write/draw on myself.

[x] I’ve been called emo before



Total so far = 31

i tried cutting the other day but my scissors were too dull and i had lost my razors... i really need to cut right now, it's the only thing in life that feels sane (ironic, huh?)

musings

yea so i stayed up all night last night because i couldn't get myself to fall asleep. thank thy Lord that my phone had service on the pillow next to me or i would've been scared out of my brains last night without knowing someone was there for me. i think i stayed up because of the whole arguement and shit that went on with john. he claims he wasn't lieing, but seriously, isn't withholding the truth the same thing as lieing.... YES!!!!  so yea, i had him look up the guy i like on fb and he got super jealous and pissed with me. the guy i like is fucking gorgeous, but him and i can't do anything too public because of the practically 5 year age gap (he had just turned 20 a few months ago) and i guess john is sick of listening to me ramble on about this guy. so yea, as i had always though, john is IN LOVE WITH ME and he didn't tell me, i ask him like a billion times every day if he is and he never said so. faggot. john, chad, and justin kept me company. justin told me he was going to bed and that was around 1oclock, chad fell asleep on me around 230 and john fell asleep in the time when i started to text chad around 1. o wait, chad fell asleep around 330 i think. john was pretty faithful though, he stayed up until i finally conked out at 530 this morn'

church was a drag, my had to wake me up around 915 and say that we were leaving in 15 minutes, but i did end up doing my makeup and hair super well in the 5 minutes it took me to get ready. i felt clausterphobic in church, though. my parents decided to sit in the middle (most crowded) area of the pews and there were people all around us. then some australian priest (that says he is 77 but i would've never guessed over 60) made a huge monologue that lasted 45 minutes, 15 minutes into mass. mass is about an hour long on average, and he was only technically halfway through mass.... so mass was 30 minutes over.... there were two really pretty (maybe 17 or 16 year old) girls sitting in front of my family and they kept looking at me like i was some kind of disease or something because i decided to wear purple-distressed-skinny jeans, a huge, knee-long gray sweatshirt, and my french tshirt with the gray stripes while they were both wearing pretty white 3/4 length sleeved cardigans over really gorgeous dresses. they had perfect hair and teeth and didn't even need makeup. i was so jealous. then a few rows up; there was this couple, some asian women with her 4 top/front teeth sticking way out and some short beefy blond guy she was with kept whispering. they were so intimate, it didn't even seem like they were in church, more like on a movie date of somesort. but WHATEVS...

after church we went to dunkin' donuts and i got two (plain) croissants and a (small) coffee coolatta with whipped cream. i guess that's all i have to say

today is going to be a boring day, my parents won't let me hang out with julia and i don't want to go to ron a roll alone because vica (again, no surprise) ditched me even after she promised (i should've known though, she always breaks her promises) that she'd come with me....

i'm still sort of upset with john.... 

chad is cool and says he has a crush on me again

alastair almost pissed his pants on the bizzarro roller coaster at six flags

julia says she still likes me and wants to hang out soon

kristina is trying to flirt with a 17 year old that doesn't like her back

vica ditched me for kaitlyn, whom she hung out with for a week straight (sleepovers and all)

i'm a lonely bitch with no one to talk to

DD :D

My hair's actually really long, almost past my boobs! I cut it just 2 inches below my shoulders like 2 weeks ago!! Dayummm!

ALASTAIR IS TEXTING ME!! :D

I was right about john. And wow, nate loves me again, wooowwwww what's going on here? I hate my life. FML

FWD: JohnnyBoy036: I tried my hardest... Ig i was too late... So much for better late than never... Want to cry but deny myself that privledge... Lost hope...

I wish my hair was longer

Guess what's going through my head. It starts with and 'f' and ends with a 'u' FUCK YOU

I told him i was a bitch. It would have been easier on him if he had believed me.

i've fallen back in my depression

everywhere i look

there is despair

everytime i move

i feel exhausted

i can't handle myself at this point

putting on a scene

trying to be me

i'm faking

looking like i'm okay

i'm not at my happiest
just leave me to rest

but you know that i'm the best

i just don't feel it right now

talk to me

but i don't want to talk to you
comfort me

maybe i'm the one for you

but maybe not

completely true....

Julia got me something while she was in florida, what a cutie(: -t

Guess who decided to show up this morning... Uncle TOM and Aunt Flo

Staples....Mall....Food...

inspirational quotes don't really help me at all....

they actually made me feel way worse than i previously felt

so where's my fucking razor?

blood

just stab me in the heart

hear my last breathe

watch me choke to death

on my own blood

cut me open

and let the room soak in red

showing all the pain i have

it's all you

all you do is critisize

and all you do is lie

get your way around the fact

that i all i need is you

but you're just killing me slowly

crushing me

hardly

no breathe left for the words i must say

don't ever go away

i need you

you don't want me

so i waste away

thinking


slowly dieing

scene

family photo from canada

Chad came over today, he got better looking lol it was fun, i love him again (like a friend)

vica is a gorgeous one, isn't she???

i think this was supposed to make me mad or something?

Mad Survey from Quizopolis.com




Have you eaten ice-cream with sprinkles today? - no lol (:

Have you gone to the toilet more than 4 times? - today? no

Have you forgotten more than 2 things? - i just woke up

Have you cleaned the house for more than 3 hours? - uhm when

Have you had alcohol today? - no

Have you sang 2 or more songs today? - no actually

Have you travelled for more than 29 minutes? - yes i\'m kind of a bitch

Have you screamed at the top of you voice today? - no

Have you felt a need to eat and drink today? - i\'m not hungry at all

Have you felt like you have no control over yourself? - nope

Have you gone onto face book today? - nope, blocked

Have you talked to someone who is mad? - no

Are you an American? - yes legally

Have you got a funny feeling you have read a survey by me before? - idk who these are by

Feeling dumb ? - uhhh

Believe a monster is eating you? - no lol you\'re a goofy kid



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missed these??

Another 100 Random Questions Survey from Quizopolis.com




Did you used to eat glue? - no, but i like peeling it off my fingers haha (:

Can you lick your toe wile singing a song? - i\'ve never tried it...

Do you like lemons? - yes!!!

Why? - uhm, duh, they\'re fantastic d:

Do you hate or love justin beiber? - mutual

What do you wish you were doing right now? - masterbating my brains out, totally d:

What two countrys are connected to the USA? - peurto rico and canada??? what kind of question is that? i have an excuse though, i didn\'t take history last year!!

Do you belive in santa clause? - no one does, why should i?

What about the easter bunny? - seriously???

Are you going out with annyone? - nope, year of chasity

Whats you biggest secret? - why the fuck would i let YOU know that?

Why is the world round? - i never learned or listened to THAT answer in biology last year

Do you think the world is going to end in 2012? - no

Why? - because a few years ago they said the world was going to end in 2010 and mmm i don\'t see me disappearing yet....

What color hair do you have? - idk

Is it your natural hair color? - yes

Whos your favorite singer? - i don\'t really have one, i like too many

Favorite actor? - james marsden

Are you gay? - no

Are you a lesbo? - well isn\'t that offensive, no

What is your favorite fruit? - are you calling me FRUITY now?!?

Whats your name? - tatyana olegovna

Do you have dimples? - not really

Do you think your ugly? - yes

If you do, why? - because of my face/body/personality

Do you have a youtube account? - nope, youtube is blocked on my comp

Are you friends with any famous people? - no

If so, is it over any website like youtube or facebook? - oh well yea i guess so then

Are you a twilight fan? - yea but i\'m not obsessed

Do you want to see vampires suck? - omj yesss!!!!

What time is it? - right now??? 11:48a

Do you enjoy summer or school better? - it\'s kind of a tie ig

Do you like to swim? - yea i live on a fucking lake

Whats your favorite sport? - volley ball

Favorite band? - atm, neon trees

Look to the left, what do you see? - my mother\'s dresser

What about your right? - my father\'s book shelf

Do you have two hands? - yea?

Do you have two feet? - no.... WELL YESS YOU DING BAT!!!

Ever prank called the police? - yea haha pretty risk-ay (;

What about the operator? - yea lol like 411?

When was the last time you farted? - what???

How old are you? - 15

How old do you want to be? - 18

Ever eaten dog? chinease people do - no lol gross

What show do you want to be on? - degrassi

Do you have a grandma? - nope, they deaddd

Do you have a phone? - yes that shit is hysterical!!!

Do you like happy tree house friends on youtube? - yea, they\'re fucking hysterical (but totally morbid haha)

Do you think its alittle too bloody? - that\'s what the word \"morbid\" means?

What day is it? - friday? oh wait thursday lol

Do you like apples? - nope

Whats for dinner? - non idee

I love you! do you love me back? - i don\'t love anybody

Whas that question weird? - you spelled \"was\" wrong...

Do you watch spongebob? - on occation

Are you straight? - yea kind of

Do you drink? - sometimes

Are you under age? - yes

Are you addicted to annything? - music?

Do you smoke? - no ick

What color is your eyes? - they change

Is that your favorite color? - uhm no?

Have you ever been in a relationship? - yes

If not, you probably wish you were right? - uhm idk?

What do you want to be when you grow up? - cosmetologist/hair salonist/ photographic retoucher

Are you allready grown up? - nope, like i said, 15/underage are you even listening?

What do you do for a living? - go to school

Do you have a soar throat? - atm? yea a little, must of been from that blow job i gave last night *dramatic pause* KIDDING!!!!

Ever cut yourelf on accident with a razor? - no

Ever been stabed with a realy sharp candy cane? - haha now that i think of it...yea lmao

Whats your favorite holiday? - imma say xmas bc of the vacay involved

Are you rich or poor? - a little higher than middle-class

Where do you wish you lived? - ireland

Do you like your name? - it fits so yes

Ever watched the talking marshmellow on youtube? - no

Want to visit my channel? its hotpink391 - no

Ever herd of kendall schmidt? - yes

If so, do you think hes super cute? - he looks like a male model and i love that show (:

Ever been to la jolla california? - i\'ve been all over cali

Are you a happy person? - sometimes

Are you an only child? - nope

Ever been on a cruise? - no

If so, which cruise line? - i said no, didn\'t i?

Are you afraid to ride in an airiplane? - no the first time i rode one was when i was 3

If your a girl, have you ever made out with a girl? - yes

If your a boy, have you ever made out with a boy? - i would if i were a boy

Whats your favorite type of music? - no preferance

Do you write songs? Are they anny good? - yes and yes

Whats the weirdest thing you licked? - your dick

Whats the grosest thing you licked? - again, your dick

Do you have posters hanging up on your wall? - yea

If so, of what? - tournee du chat noir

Do you like cars? - i\'m a girl

Do you think I should of made this quiz shorter? - no it\'s cool

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Whats your name? - i already answered this

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yea we do!!! when are you free?

yea we do!!! when are you free?

Answer here

John and i hung out today at my house

pink eyeshadow

actually im not perfect,no where near close. you know ive cut for a few years, so i know shits tough, always thought you had it pretty easy honestly. i cut, ive hurt, ive been the other girl been cheated on, all this shit, so im not perfect. no such thing

i'm sorry, i know what that feels like, i get cheated on, that's why i don't even try anymore with relationships, i don't even look for them anymore... i don't trust people. i stopped cutting though so don't say shit about that. again, i'm sorry that life isn't perfect... my life isn't at all

ashk meh stushff (::

i love yous!

love you too

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yo peeps lay off! Tanya! or we're gona have some motha fucking probs! kay? she deff isn't a slut. dnt be jealous cos she can get a boy, and you can't!

i love youuuu! you're the best (:

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MY MOM JUST RAN OVER A SQUIRREL! SHE'S A MURDERER! IT SPLATTERED ALL OVER THE ROAD!!!

Not going into public for a while....

She scraped my face, it hurt and made me look worse but hey i have pills and antibiotics now so ig it's good...

I<3dunkin' donuts

I hate my hair in a pony tail...

Dermatologist office place.... I hope i get a different type of med... There are people speaking french sitting next to me (:

yea, im defendng u

oh, thanks then

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they obv dnt kno u 2 well...

i hope that's a good thing

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mhmmm sure, and you answered that you cut yourself...what is really so bad in your life that you have to do that shit.

uhm a lot of stuff actually, but why the fuck would i tell you, and i'm honest so i wouldn't lie for some question, but, no, i guess you're perfect huh?

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i'm going to throw up, some person is cyber-bullying me on formspring and i think i know who it is...

you mess with people, and you try to steal boyfriends. YOUR A SLUT, AND honestly, very unclasssy from shit i hear about your skanky ass.

i don't even want a boyfriend, the only boy i talk to is my best friend and i'm not interested in him, and if you heard shit then it's untrue, and seriously i'm not a slut

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actually necessaryyy......VERY necessarryy.

what did i do to you?

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is it true you like it up the ass? cause thats gross, and very unclassy, whore.

no i don't ick!

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do you like weenies in you teenies ^-^.!?

haha if it's yours....i guess...haha (:

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SLUT. SKANK. WHORE. get the picture? i sure hope so. dumb bytch*

uhmmm?? not necessary

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i'm gonna barf from all this candy....

john you're luckiest guy ever bc ily

i'm not a good singer

great candy (eating it right atm)!!!!

twitter

JohnnyBoy036: I think im in love...


(his tweet after him and i got off the phone last night)

don't make fun of my handwriting....

or my drawing skills....

i want to find someone... but i'm not looking, that's how it was a few years ago, he just came out of no where, i wish that could happen more than once in life... God, if you're out there, help me with this one... please, it's more important than anything else on my mind...

i think john's in love with me.  we talked on the phone for like 6.5 hours yesterday.... he's the only one that actually listens to me... i have lots of random shit in my head, it's great that he actually is there for me to talk to.... he even heard me sing.... i hate singing in front of people.... mmmm.... i don't know if he really knows me though, like he knows some of the substance that makes me, me. i tease him a lot... haha but he's my best friend. he won't tell me if he is in love with me though.... it does matter, he doesn't think it does. i don't want him to think i'm in love with him back, i love him, but IN love, i don't think i can fall in love again after what has happened to me in the past, my heart is fragile, i can't trust that. i think i'm going to take a year of chasity, no official relationships, unless i find the one, or julia, i won't have sex... i don't want to be too advanced. i've made mistakes in the past... i had sex with someone on the third date once.... i'm not making that mistake again. i keep thinking about josh... i made so many mistakes with him, but i think i may have fallen in love with him, when i saw him the other day, i was freaked out (i didn't recognize nick until i saw his father) i hope josh doesn't still hate me.... but he should. i messed up hugely, but he did too, i was only being honest. wow, this whole post is practically a gigantic run-on sentance... yea, i'm a grammar nerd. i love this song (touch-down turn-around by hellogoodbye)

I think i just saw chase at VCMS when i was there

Ihateyouyoufuckingbitchwhatthehelliswrongwithyouyoudontdeservemeinyourlifeyoureworthlessandpatheticjustguckoff

my fave song by neon trees

Finally taking a shower lmao

john's mad at me....i can tell....he's going to try to deny it....crying....silently....did you miss me?....oh yea, of course you didn't, no one reads you...i missed the comfort of my blog though....it's like being in my own head....not very comforting...well the thoughts aren't i guess....i saw both nick and josh today while golfing with my dad, i freaked out, i took nick's virginity and josh raped me....oh god...and before i left for cape cod i saw both of them....the weird part is, i was thinking about both of them today...nick got all his hair chopped off, he actually looked good, and well josh...josh is josh i guess. i still like him, it's funny, he said hi to me, he saw the emotion on my face, he said hi really nicely, like he was concerned about me, but nick was obnoxious, why did i ever love him? what ever, 8 oclock baby, empty house, new movie "wild child" phish food by ben&&jerry's, it's good to have alone time...

We're on a road with woods on both sides and i look out the window and see a freaking huge-ass tombstone!

Hey mom, chill, the poor cell phone doesn't need you yelling at it

MOM, YOU FUCKING GOON, ALL YOU'RE DOING IS TEXTING! YOU'RE NOT RUNNING A FUCKING MARATHON! WHY YOU GOTTA BREATHE SOO HARD!?

Who hates their life *pointsatself* this giiirrrllll

Ughhh i have to go to church today and vica and kris don't bc they're both at friend's houses. I have no one to hang out with... ): i'm such a loser

So glad i'm going home soon, je fatigue (tres)

Vica's a bitch

I have a confession to make:I'm afraid of the ocean,i hate when you can't see the bottom.I don't like her ocean life.I don't like being on this boat.

No service here i'll make a huge-ass post when i get home. Mom's bday today she 57...

There is no signal whatsoever here