Friday, July 9, 2010

I'd seriously hate being an only child, it's so quiet, it's freaking me out. I like when i hear my sisters and family, guess that's not the case tonight...
I'm in love with this song (hellogoodbye/here in your arms) <3

love is (according to tatyana olegovna)

love is:
  • when you feel safe with the person you're with
  • when you feel like one with them, not like their accessory
  • when you kiss them and feel sparks
  • when you're not embarrased to be with them
  • when you feel great whenever you hear from them
  • when you want to see them all the time
  • when you feel warm and wanted when they embrace you
  • when you cry, but only happy tears
  • when they talk to you all night on the phone and listen to what you say
  • when you look in their eyes and say "i love you" and they don't flip out
  • when you're with them in public, and you're proud of being with them
  • when they don't pressure you, and you don't pressure them
  • when you tell them something important, and they know it means something to you
  • when they sing you a song that has a good meaning
  • when they write for you
  • they think of you every moment
  • they don't annoy you the way others usually do
  • when you see them, and your face lights up
  • when every date feels like the first
  • when you want to be near them at all times
  • when your dreams are filled with thoughts of them
  • when they say i love you back
  • when they're sad when you're not around
thoughts on love:

everything i think about/ everything i see and touch/ a memory is triggered and brings me to thoughts of you/ i love you with all my heart/ you'll be with my heart forever/ you fill the emptiness that my days have had when i didn't have you around/ i trust you, that's why i'm honest/ i kiss you and feel more than just your lips pressed to mine/ i never want to go without your touch/ i want you around for my life/ i want to smell you in my clothes like you have worn them, too/ i want you to have a permanent corner in my bedroom/ i want my parents to love you so you can stick around/ i want to be able to bring you in public and be happy i'm with you/ i don't want to be embarrassed/ be mature/ act like you want me back / if i leave you, i want you to cry harder than i would/ you would give me things i didn't even think i needed/ you would help me every way possible

love is:

 confusion/hurt/painful/loss/beautiful/great/powerful/feared/longed for/scary/stupid/the world/everything/nothing/contradictions/what i feel/how you feel/never given back/always there/never around/hearing their voice/knowledge/a sense/an adventure/rocky/smooth sailing/flying high/dieing inside/a song/an obsession/keeping in touch with yourself/thinking everything is beautiful/heartbreak/getting over it/seeing them and remembering the good times/talking all hours of the day/the little things/in every smile/humming to yourself/dancing in your bedroom/dreams/hopes/romance/fun times/dates/best friends/family/taking care of someone/being with them/breathing them in/thinking of what could be happy and all the happy/funny/sweet/cute/adorable

many definitions....

love is (according to bo burnham)

I love you like kings love queens,


Like a gay geneticist loves designer jeans,

I need you like New Orleans needs a drought,

Like Hitler's Father needed to learn to pull out,

And I want you, yeah, like a Lawyer/Mathematician wants some kind of proof,

And I want you, yeah, like JFK wanted a car with a roof,

Because...



Love is taking that dive, then getting really comfortable and peeing in the pool,

And love is a real life porn, minus all the stuff that makes porn cool,

And love is a homeless guy searching for treasure in the middle of the rain and finding a bag of gold coins and slowly finding out they're all filled with chocolate and even though he's heart broken, he can't complain because he was hungry in the first place...



Because I love you like Dora loves maps,

Like the pope's toilet loves, holy craps... (that's a little one)

I need you like a voyeur needs a branch,

Like boys tossing salad needs a little bit of Neverland Ranch,

And I want you, yeah, like all the gothic kids that look exactly the same, never want to conform

And I want you like Anne Frank... wanted nobody to read her FUCKING diary

(Because a diary is a collection of secret things that nobody's supposed to read, that's the whole point of a diary. Millions of people that have breached this little girls privacy after she was chased by Nazis... kick her while she's down)



And if we met in 10, 000 BC, I was your caveman, yous my cavelady...

If we got hot, we'd start rubbin'

If we got hungry, we'd go clubbin'

There's wooly mammoths, I'll protect us, you're makin' me devolve to a homo erectus, mothafucka

And if we met in 1780, I would be a white southern aristocratic plantation owner and you were my dark-skinned servant lady... slave

Whenever I could get away from the Missus,

I go to your she'd then I'd steal you kisses,

But let's be serious, I'd still work you full-time as a slave, there's a difference between romantic language and complete disregard for socio economic trends

If it was 1941, I was a Nazi, yous a Gypsy on the run, that's a little redundant

That... probably wouldn't have worked out...

Because...



Love is your favorite food for every breakfast, lunch and dinner

And love is the Holocaust, if you don't die quick and you don't get thinner

And love is being the owner of the company that makes rape whistles

And even though you started the company with good intentions trying to reduce the rate of rape, now you don't want to reduce it at all cause if the rape rate declines then you'll see an equal decline in whistle sales...

Without rapists, who's gonna buy your whistles?



Yeahhhh, love is all about... Whistles. Thank you.



[Talking to Audience]



Yeah, that one was a bit vulgar, but ah ya know, dicks and vaginas are sorta like Coke and Pepsi, ya know? Ah, I strongly prefer one, but my Dad thinks they both taste the same.



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my love

Your love.... Survey from Quizopolis.com




His/her name is... - (it\'s a secret)

Where you met... - first day of middle school, above and beyond

Why you fell in love with them... - it was at first sight

Your first kiss.... - in my bedroom at the end of my bed, with him

Favorite thing about them... - they listened and helped

Favorite thing to do with them.... - watch movies in their bed cuddling

Do you - ?????

Favorite thing they ever said to you... - (also a secret)

Why are you a great match? - we both were in love

Are you together, or is he/she you ex, bf/gf, or husband/wife? - ex

Do you love them? - not anymore

What is love to you? - it\'s different things

What do you dream about? - i dream different things

How many times do you talk a day? - we never speak



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Hey! My boobs feel bigger haha!

view myself

How do you view yourself Survey from Quizopolis.com




Describe your body in 3 words. - short, cute, cuddly

Do you think many people are attracted to you? - yea i kinda do...

What are your 3 best talents/skills? - writing, singing, making you giggle (:

Do you consider yourself beautiful? - yes

When was the last time you felt truly happy with who you are? - right now

Do you have sexy legs? - mmm they\'re sexy to others so i guess so

Can you trust yourself? - yes i do

Do you usually speak your opinion? Or just keep quiet? - i speak it

What is a bad habit you want to break? - being too shy

Describe yourself using the letters of your name as the first letter of each word. - t:rustful a:ttractive t:ragic y:ours a:nticipating n:aughty a:ctive

Do you feel better about yourself when dating someone? - nope

Do you generally have a positive or negative outlook? - it goes both ways

Are you determined in accomplishing any certain goals? - uhm yes kinda

Do you think you are intelligent? - yea i\'m tres intelligent

Do you wear a lot of make-up? - not really

Does it bother you when people judge you? - yea it does because they have no fucking clue about me

Do you feel like you've lost when you make mistakes? - no not all the time

Do you get nervous easily? - yes i do

When you feel like you can't do something, do you forget about it? (be honest.) - no i don\'t it stays in my mind and doesn\'t leave me alone

How can you improve that? - idk do it?

Do you yell when arguing or talk about it calmly? - calm usually

Do you always think people are looking at you? - yes! i\'m sooo beyond paranoid

Do you get mad at yourself a lot? - nope

How would you react if only an acquaintance (opposite sex, or same if you are gay) told you that you are beautiful? - i usually blush and hide my face

Can you do anything you set your mind to? - yes usually

Do you do drugs? Can you quit if you tried? - no!

Are you ever a hypocrite? - yes i am

Are you constantly trying to change yourself? - not so much anymore than i used to

Do you often ask friends for their opinion on things about yourself? - yes i do

Finally... are you satisfied when looking in the mirror? - some of the time



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boy crazy??

Boy Crazy Survey from Quizopolis.com




When someone touches your knee dose it tickle? - yes and it turns me on (legit no lie)

Do you blush if a guy talks to you? - depends on how the guy talks and what he looks like

When a guy looks at you, do you get over excited? - nah...

How many guys do you like? - mmmm a few.... lol

How many Boyfriend have you had? - over 30 haha

When your on a date, do you eat really fast? - no i don\'t usually eat that much

Are you the flirty type? - yes i ammm!

Are you preppy? - not really. but people say i am...

Are you considered an Emo? - yes i am

Do you put on too much makeup? - not at all

Are you obsessed with animals? - no!

Are you in high school? - yes (:

Are you a freahman? - nope

Do you love chocolate? - i like it

Did you like this quiz? - it\"s okay



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Home alone, watching harry potter, and sushi for dinner. Nice (: