Tuesday, August 10, 2010

yea, im defendng u

oh, thanks then

ashk meh stushff (::

they obv dnt kno u 2 well...

i hope that's a good thing

ashk meh stushff (::

mhmmm sure, and you answered that you cut yourself...what is really so bad in your life that you have to do that shit.

uhm a lot of stuff actually, but why the fuck would i tell you, and i'm honest so i wouldn't lie for some question, but, no, i guess you're perfect huh?

ashk meh stushff (::

i'm going to throw up, some person is cyber-bullying me on formspring and i think i know who it is...

you mess with people, and you try to steal boyfriends. YOUR A SLUT, AND honestly, very unclasssy from shit i hear about your skanky ass.

i don't even want a boyfriend, the only boy i talk to is my best friend and i'm not interested in him, and if you heard shit then it's untrue, and seriously i'm not a slut

ashk meh stushff (::

actually necessaryyy......VERY necessarryy.

what did i do to you?

ashk meh stushff (::

is it true you like it up the ass? cause thats gross, and very unclassy, whore.

no i don't ick!

ashk meh stushff (::

do you like weenies in you teenies ^-^.!?

haha if it's yours....i guess...haha (:

ashk meh stushff (::

SLUT. SKANK. WHORE. get the picture? i sure hope so. dumb bytch*

uhmmm?? not necessary

ashk meh stushff (::

i'm gonna barf from all this candy....
john you're luckiest guy ever bc ily
i'm not a good singer

great candy (eating it right atm)!!!!

twitter

JohnnyBoy036: I think im in love...


(his tweet after him and i got off the phone last night)



don't make fun of my handwriting....


or my drawing skills....


i want to find someone... but i'm not looking, that's how it was a few years ago, he just came out of no where, i wish that could happen more than once in life... God, if you're out there, help me with this one... please, it's more important than anything else on my mind...
i think john's in love with me.  we talked on the phone for like 6.5 hours yesterday.... he's the only one that actually listens to me... i have lots of random shit in my head, it's great that he actually is there for me to talk to.... he even heard me sing.... i hate singing in front of people.... mmmm.... i don't know if he really knows me though, like he knows some of the substance that makes me, me. i tease him a lot... haha but he's my best friend. he won't tell me if he is in love with me though.... it does matter, he doesn't think it does. i don't want him to think i'm in love with him back, i love him, but IN love, i don't think i can fall in love again after what has happened to me in the past, my heart is fragile, i can't trust that. i think i'm going to take a year of chasity, no official relationships, unless i find the one, or julia, i won't have sex... i don't want to be too advanced. i've made mistakes in the past... i had sex with someone on the third date once.... i'm not making that mistake again. i keep thinking about josh... i made so many mistakes with him, but i think i may have fallen in love with him, when i saw him the other day, i was freaked out (i didn't recognize nick until i saw his father) i hope josh doesn't still hate me.... but he should. i messed up hugely, but he did too, i was only being honest. wow, this whole post is practically a gigantic run-on sentance... yea, i'm a grammar nerd. i love this song (touch-down turn-around by hellogoodbye)
I think i just saw chase at VCMS when i was there