give up or give in?

lonely and bored

nothing to do but sit here 

all i have to do 

is think about you

you're my one and only

the only one

i try my hardest to get what i want

to make you happy

but you don't make me happy

i'm just thinking that maybe

maybe

it would be right to just give up

or give in

but if i give in

will i be pleased

we know the answer 

no

what you're doing isn't nice

you're uncool 

and care only for yourself

you're an unselfish bastard 

that doesn't give a damn about me

or my feelings

so do i just sit here and wait

for you to appreciate me

i'm tired of this charade 

it's wearing me down

all i think is that you don't care

i know you don't care

but i don't want to give up just yet

i just don't want to give in either

you're pulling me apart in directions i don't know

i just don't 

i can't

let go