i think the therapist told my mom that i've been raped. i can just tell. mom hasn't said anything about it yet but she keeps giving me these "sad/concerned" ish looks so i guess she must know.... i'm fucked. i'm never going to be able to see/talk/text anyone because my parents probably think i'm a slutbag or something (i'm so not) they probably think i lie about everything and that i just go out to fuck someone.... they probably think i schedule that shit with my cell phone. o crap i might not be allowed on the computer... WTF!!!! ughhh i hate my life...