"Well, ik you're sleeping, but hopefully i can at least get you to smile when you wake up, so I'll try (: basically, I just wanted to say that I can't stop thinking about you. And it's been like this since the first time I've talked to you. IFeelAddicted. It's weird. But anyways, you know how before I said how there's like something mysterious about you, and that I love it? Well yeah. That was like one little thing that made you so addicting. Like, you're someone that decided I'm not "any other guy" which will still take a bit for you to convince me completely, but it still means a lot. Ik I'm being a dick to "her" with you and stuff... But that's not really what I think about when I'm with you. I just think about being good enough for you, and only you. Maybe I'm selfish and just want both of you, but ik eventually that can't be possible. Oh well. We can see where we go in the future. But so far, you're like, a majority of what I've always wanted to find in a girl.. Smart, outgoing but a little shy, honest, sexy (yes ik I hate that word) and especially caring. That part just means so much to me. Like, you write everyday that you want me to smile, and god it feels good to be thinking of you & smiling . <3 i used to never smile or be happy or anything.. And you've just given me so much more confidence in a matter of weeks. Oh well. Crazy shit happens, I'm not much for fate, but hey, a fortune teller did tell me I'd marry someone who was born in a foreign country. Why not you? I think I could like that. A lot. <3 I love you Tatyana, good morning if you woke up, sweet dreams if you're still awake. I really do love you so much... And i tried starting to explain how in this message. <3 see you soon!"
how can you not fall in love with a guy that tells you this?
a guy that writes you notes and gives them to you in between lockers?
a guy that walks me to all the classes that he's able to see me to?
a guy that tells you he loves you and sounds as though he means it?
a guy that says he loves you more than sexual?
a guy that looks like a unicorn?
a guy with crooked teeth that you feel when you kiss him?
a guy that thinks he's fat but he's not?
a guy that looks at you and makes you blush?
a guy that's willing to show everyone that we're friends?
a guy that doesn't care about the rumors?
a guy that hangs out with me?
a guy that makes me feel happier than i've felt in months?
how can you not fall in love with a guy like him?
there's so much more that i'd say about him... but, i don't want to ruin it by saying it.
the personal recesses of my mind will hold all my truths about the feelings i hold for him.
dan: it's not who you think.
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