lukeee......
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i told him so much, he told me so much, we were honest. he didn't come over thursday, his friend got into a car accident so luke stayed with him in the hospital. ♥

he wants to come over tuesday.

he says he loves me, the real way, i've pretty much revealed everything about myself. he told me his deepest secret.... he's an amazing guy. someone on formspring asked if i wanted to "get with luke" him and i are just friends with secrets. i like him. he has a girlfriend, though. i won't dishoner that. i'll just kiss him, that's not too bad.

he and i pass notes during school. he made me three paper roses that were blue. blue is my favorite color for flowers. in one of them; he wrote a note. "dear tanya, love you! hope you have a better day (: ♥luke" it was really sweet bc he saw me on the verge of tears on wednesday. he gave me the flowers thursday. we passed eachother notes in the hallway friday. everyone saw it. all of these exchanges. he's not afraid to show he likes me, he's not like most boys i'm used to. him and i have so many things in common, we even think the same. our notes had the same topics. we fold them the same way but we didn't tell eachother that we were going to write notes. he knew i liked coloured pencils better than markers. he's into the same arts as i am. he drew me graffitti. he and i both need a little help.

i just hope i don't get hurt. i feel like i might fall in love with him, especially after our conversation last night/this morning. he's so sweet. he says he won't hurt me, he says that he wants me in his like and he's not fucking up his chances.

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