whenever i'm in a car, all i think is: "i want to die." i never buckle my seatbelt if i'm in the back, or i buckle it very loosely. i'm always hoping that someone will slam into us on my side, and i'll be the only one killed while everyone else can walk away with minor cuts and bruises. i need a way to die that isn't obviously suicide. i can't disappoint people by doing that. so, a car crash is easy, it's tragic, but so easy. people die in them everyday, why not me?