my cell phone is all out of juice...
my mom saw me randomly burst into tears today and she had this look of concern on her face... but she didn't do anything. if she asked what was wrong... i wouldn't know what to tell her:
"my husband divorced me because i don't like commitment in the summer"
"i'm talking to a 23 year old that doesn't know that i'm faking every emotion of affection towards him and i just like him as a friend and he is weird and creepy, and not to mention kind of old and not my type"
"i miss my old boyfriend and wish we were together like last summer"
"i want my other ex back even though he is a lying cheating faggot but he was great at everything and made me happy"
"i'm depressed and can't be happy without making new scars for my body to hold"
none of those would have worked.... without an explenation that i wouldn't have wanted to give. o dinner time. be back later...
love and tears, tanya
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